DEAREST LATEST EYECANDY:

YOU ARE SO FRIGGIN. CUTE. So of course you are taken.

But you are still so friggin. cute.

When times get rough, this quote makes me feel so much better. It allows me to put things into a different perspective to achieve a higher appreciation:

“Happy is what we make it. Always has been, always will be.”

Allowing ourselves to be happy is something we easily forget to do. It’s unfortunate that negativity can overcome us quicker than positivity. As cliche as the quote may be, it’s truest to its words and significance.

XO

Hi Marian,

Stop being timid about who you are and be who you are.

Love,

Yourself.

Super happy with most of my classes this semester. Feels like it’s the right major. B)

Girl Scout

I came home from a Girl Scout meeting earlier and feel incredibly happy to be a part of these girls lives. Yay! to being a GS adviser! I can’t wait!

My internet keeps disconnecting every 5 minutes, and I am being driven into a state of fury. WTHECK is happening?!?! I’ve called into my carrier twice in the past and nothing has been resolved. I’m going to call in tomorrow and something better be done about this rather than 1) moving the modem and 2) restarting it.

Let me take this second to take a deep breath and to look at things on a brighter side. I am exhausted, short on sleep, and am not giving anything 100% of my effort. I don’t see how I can when I am so short on energy. I’ve consumed so much coffee that thinking about drinking it makes me gag… To sleep is such a gift. Please, Thanksgiving weekend, come much, much sooner!!

I just want to cry tonight, like the other nights, but I have too much stuff to do to spend my time crying. I hate you stress and weariness.

Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand
Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick
We’ve got a million keys,
None of them seem to fit

Gawd, you’re so hot.

Why is your face so irresistibly handsome? I can’t get over it. I want your face to be mine.

On a less spazzy note, I’m almost platinum. Yee!!!!!!!!

Hi Tumblr:

Dear Stress,
I hate you.

Dear Marian,
Why do you put yourself in that kind of situation?

Dear iPod,
Bless your calendar and WiFi.

Dear this one particular course,
I shouldn’t have taken you just yet.

Hi Coffee,
Bye health.

Goals

In the next 2 years (or less):

• I will receive my BA in Linguistics
• Have a healthier body because I will exercise starting Now.
• Gain more awareness of my body through exercise
• Model (hopefully) in my friend’s fashion show (!!!!)
• Be a positive influence for girls by being a co-leader of Girl Scouts
• Have my ideas established on this blog (need to start now….)

I went to a two hour meeting just now and dear goodness, there are opportunities out there that’s in my interest. More explorations, more opportunities.

I am going to soar, fly, and be the Sagittarius that I am. Yay!